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i understand why they only speak once in season four but to circumvent that impossibility of a face to face meeting because jon would pry his secrets out of him, elias really should've sent jon statements as a means of communication (i mean. he's done it before). season four jon has been abandoned by his maker after he made him (which is both beholding and elias, because elias is the only one that understands what's happening to him and the only one who will tell him to not kill himself about it). contrast it with season three where elias is at least somewhat of a guiding presence, jon is frustratingly out of his depth once again. even the beholding won't let him Know anything useful because after stopping the unknowing jon's interests no longer align with elias's (I am the avatar of awful knowledge and revealed secrets, so what does it not want me to know? - MAG 154). and most crucial detail of all, he's so very lonely. they should've done something with this! not that elias has ever been a repository of particularly helpful advice but he would've managed to say something that would simultaneously reassure jon (no you can't stop, this is what you're meant to do) and fuck him up enormously (this is good! this is a promising development, i'm proud of you) because is this what he's doing he's seeking absolution from elias of all people. that's how i would write it. establish a pattern with two or three statements masquerading as conversational letters, and then break jon's (and in turn, the audience's) trust with the 160 statement. so like. where's the episode of jon learning he's received a note from elias in prison and it begins like this

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affectionately i believe i have reblogged ths already. that said its so fucking good that it's no burden to rb it again

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season four jon saying he never researched jonah magnus but intuiting that something big is coming and then proceeding to not research jonah magnus at all. don't make me laugh he was a huge nerd even before he became a literal knowledge absorbing vampire you're telling me he wouldn't have researched the man who founded the institute he sold his soul to. fake. season four should've had a whole episode about jon looking for information on jonah and all the past institute heads too but the beholding is comically foiling all his attempts, like that time in mag 154 when he kept dropping the tape in which eric reveals how he escaped the institute.

first statement about victims with a smoking habit, second statement set in bournemouth, third statement on the topic of witnessing a thing eating someone you knew, fourth statement about books you can't stop reading and the first mention of the library of jurgen leitner—like do i have to say it. love how incredibly, precisely targeted every single one of these is towards jon's own trauma. he was NOT doing well, every single end note in which he tries to tear the internal logic of the statement to shreds, reads as desperately passive agressive on a re-listen because the statements being unsettling is one thing, but these are all designed to unnerve him specifically! was it the web? or, elias must've had some control over what statements jon was allowed access to pre-S4, right, because he can't have jon knowing something he's not supposed to, not yet. did he arrange for him to find them like that? he didn't need to plan a web mark for jon but he never lets jon forget about a guest for mr spider... like, the way he talks about it in 160 ("but my god when you came to me already marked by the web i knew it had to be you" / "hoped that you were sent as some sort of implicit blessing on the whole project") —for elias it's all about him. something awful happened to you and then you were sent to me. you were made for me. and we mustn't forget our roots, jon. DELICIOUS i love it.

readings of the podcast which try to frame jon as having been tragically manipulated and forced through every decision by elias are of no interest to me. because it's not true, is it. when elias tells him in mag 92 "you always chose to see," he's being cruel, yes. victim blaming him, even. but to completely disregard it as an attempt at manipulation would be a mistake. much of the podcast is about exploiting people's trauma. as i've said before, jon's role as head archivist, back when it was still presented as a mundane office job to the audiences, and he hadn't developed any beholding powers yet, involved filing away statement givers' trauma without offering help of any kind. the institute subsists on this form of exploitation, in a literal sense obviously, because it's a temple to the eye. but even if you take that reveal away, it's also true in simply an administrative sense in season one. and jon used to ruthlessly dismiss every single statement giver with as much apathy as he could muster (while knowing that if a statement doesn't record digitally, then it's the truth), and note that faking skepticism was a form of coping mechanism for him, it was the choice between making statement givers feel small or making himself feel vulnerable—and is this not simply the bureaucratic version of what he does later as a supernatural avatar of the beholding, vampirically feeding on people's terror to stay alive or risk being consumed by the eye?
and when i say jon, elias, and gertrude were basically playing out du maurier's rebecca—

you can draw a direct line between the bodyhopping and the way jonah/elias violates jon's bodily autonomy. i think 193, specifically, is making that connection during the bit where jonah and jon narrate the statement together with jon playing og elias's role, but that scene isn't really about original elias. because he's a non-person. making a statement in the magnus archives is the equivalent of sharing your story and og elias is denied one that doesn't come with the overshadowing presence of jonah. beholding has decided the most consumable memory of his entire life is the one where he's being traumatised by the man who will one day take possession of his body. a stern look isn't precisely about him, it's about jonah, jonah is the agent of his victimisation and therefore has control of his narrative. the parallel being drawn with jon has less to do with personal character and more with the manner in which they're exploited by jonah. bodyhopping involves objectifying the victim and rendering them a vessel for jonah's personal will. jon's transformation into the conduit for the fears involves repeatedly invading and assaulting his body and mind—he is rendered a vessel (the archive) for jonah's personal will. this comes through in the 160 statement, which is framed as jonah possessing jon and speaking through him, in that moment jon serves the same function as any of jonah's vessels. what complicates jon's narrative however is that there is a small element of choice here (and you can't tell me you're not curious. <- and he was. he needed to read it all, he doesn't hesitate even once after the statement begins) or as much choice one can have while being governed by systems of control (it's not an entirely 'free' choice, it's influenced by an addiction)—all of which is, again, synonymous with the web appropriating jon's body and will for its own plans. interesting that they discarded elias for the web in the final season because they also originally conceived him as the web writ small. possessing people's bodies means controlling their narratives, he does it to every one of his bodyhopping victims and then jon: there are three statements in the podcast that are About Jon out of which the one that he gets to narrate in full is about the web marking and consuming his life (81) but the other two are narrativised by jonah/elias (120 and 160), because he occupies the same narrative space of an agent of control in jon's life, he also marked and consumed him in his own way. mr spider isn't just a bogeyman representation of the web, jon's personal mr spider was also elias.

"jon turned into the monster that destroyed his childhood" close. jon turned into the book that destroyed his childhood. he functionally became a leitner. jon's not just any devouring monster, he's an archive of stories, he's the frame device of the podcast (Because you do not administer and preserve the records of fear, Jon. You are a record of fear—MAG 160), he eats his victims the way those books did. every leitner has a story to tell, and often its victims end up trapped inside it, becoming a part of the tale—this is exactly what jon does as the archivist, when he reads/takes/compels (eats) a statement he is re-experiencing and storing within him the subject's fear, each new victim is then incorporated into his mental collection of nightmares (You are a chronicle of terror). elias's murder of leitner then has another layer of narrative meaning to it. it's a marking of territory, of course, because jurgen is about to reveal important information to jon which will presumably ruin elias's plans for him.

im always thinking of making their canonical relationship even more bluebeard-esque which is why jon should've personally discovered gertrude's body in the tunnels in mag 41 - "too deep" and of course he tells himself he's calling the police once he shuts the trapdoor. but it would involve surrendering those box full of tapes to them as evidence... and the very thought is unbearable. so he doesn't. tell. anyone. this a) implicates him because he's just effectively helped elias cover up gertrude's murder by keeping quiet about it (second mrs de winter moment) and b) elias is torn between being very pleased that jon's curiosity has driven him to morally questionable conduct this early and vaguely concerned about jon learning something he doesn't want him to.

elias being aroused by the compulsion is so, like, the implications. the archivist's compulsion is meant to be a violation of the highest degree, it's an act of domination over another being and results in complete loss of autonomy for the victim, because statement feeding (and avatarhood as a whole) is also consumption ("he looked at me like he had just eaten a perfectly cooked steak", 142 // "i've always thought a man's eating habits were his own private business", elias in 148), jon was eating them so his god wouldn't eat him, just as his first encounter with the powers was a story about being devoured by a monster. so. why would elias like this, why is he excited by it. because he's two hundred years old and has spent most of those years hiding his true self as jonah magnus while serving the fear of being known/found out—that alone makes him an excellent source of fear for the eye to passively feed on. but he also describes jon's compulsion as "tingly, but sort of freeing" in 92, as if the prospect of having his entire self finally, forcibly revealed under the eye of their god after all this time will be a moment of ecstatic release, because he takes so much gloating pleasure in revealing his secrets to jon in 160, because he wants to be Known, the only thing he objects to is the revelation coming at a wrong time because that would ruin his plans. and, of course, the whole loop of jon extracting a statement <--> elias being compelled, which in turn is feeding the beholding, works as a great metaphor for sex. the gratification the beholding rewards them with for the act can only be experienced by the two of them, because nobody else will gladly feed jon their fear and only his archivist can compel jonah. like. all im saying is there was no need to make [PLEASURED EXHALATION] a thing and then never bring it up again. because whats all this then.

the thing about archivist sasha is that. you gotta write jon out of existence for it to work. the web marked him specifically because it singled him out as the agent that would help fulfill its designs and jonah's primary reason for picking jon was also that he came pre-marked by the most dangerous, bothersome entity. bootstrap paradox type plot point. ergo in a universe where he isn't archivist, mr spider never happened, but mr spider is a defining character backstory moment for him. he would've never joined the magnus institute if he hadn't had that traumatic episode. so. to conceive an archivist sasha au a) you have to give sasha her own version of a guest for mr spider; b) jon isn't marked by the web and is a completely different person because of it and doesn't work at the institute. otherwise, to explain his presence there you have to give him a traumatic episode with some other entity (like tim and the stranger)

now you can just say wow what the hell this is fanfiction you can do whatever you want forever. thats true ✌️ unfortunately i have the overthinker's curse and cannot overlook this. also jon and elias's fates are entwined in every universe amen

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